project bluechild?

so, i feel like i should try and explain myself a little more now that im significantly calmed down from the weekend...that video is what i recorded when i woke up in some random abandoned building last friday without a clue as to where id been the past month...i dont remember anything between june 28th and pretty much now, but if the video that played on my laptop in that room is any indication, i was busy.

im working on getting those files shown in the video scanned. there's a lot about a subject in captivity and im not sure if they mean me or if they mean someone else. M remembers his time with the suits, so why dont i? there's definitely a lot of reference to M in there, too. maybe this is all someone playing with my head to psych me out, i dunno. some of the files are drawings presumably done by someone deep in trouble with slenderman but...i think it might have been me. i really need to find out what happened to me in that missing month or so.

also, as you can see, slenderman is in that video and much more...violent with me than he's ever really been. i dont know how to feel about that but its pretty fucked and it scares me a little bit ad it was hell getting out of there. i grabbed my laptop and those files and got the hell out as fast as possible.

yeah. when i have more time ill put those files up. right now im gonna keep moving. i feel like im being watched......