I got the hell outta dodge

being on the run sucks, have i ever mentioned how very very much it sucks? yeah it sucks. but after that post tuesday i decided my best bet was to just run as far away from the place i first woke up in as possible because who knows who or what could be skulking around the area considering what i woke up to. so thats where ive been and thats what ill be doing for a while, is running. its all i can do, all im good at anymore. ill try to have a new post and maybe some scans up in the next week or so about those files....peace out.

project bluechild?

so, i feel like i should try and explain myself a little more now that im significantly calmed down from the weekend...that video is what i recorded when i woke up in some random abandoned building last friday without a clue as to where id been the past month...i dont remember anything between june 28th and pretty much now, but if the video that played on my laptop in that room is any indication, i was busy.

im working on getting those files shown in the video scanned. there's a lot about a subject in captivity and im not sure if they mean me or if they mean someone else. M remembers his time with the suits, so why dont i? there's definitely a lot of reference to M in there, too. maybe this is all someone playing with my head to psych me out, i dunno. some of the files are drawings presumably done by someone deep in trouble with slenderman but...i think it might have been me. i really need to find out what happened to me in that missing month or so.

also, as you can see, slenderman is in that video and much more...violent with me than he's ever really been. i dont know how to feel about that but its pretty fucked and it scares me a little bit ad it was hell getting out of there. i grabbed my laptop and those files and got the hell out as fast as possible.

yeah. when i have more time ill put those files up. right now im gonna keep moving. i feel like im being watched......

this is not a song

i recorded this on friday. i woke up in this abandoned building and i dont know how i got there or where ive been for the past month...the last thing i remember is having these horrible headaches and then....nothing. blackness until this weekend. its such a surreal thing to wake up and not know how you got somewhere. all my belongings were in that first room

thats my face on the laptop, by the way, but i dont remember recording a video like that either...i dont understand any of this. when i woke up i got hounded by slenderman but i havent seen him since and i found those files you can see in the video and ill post them up but none of this makes any sense not one bit at all

im so confused right now

EDIT: i mean i guess the video fucking speaks for itself or something maybe not i dont even know

This is totally going to be M and I

you can come too, elaine.

Bomb The Music Industry! - "Everybody That You Love" from Bryan Schlam on Vimeo.

yeah, the last few days have been pretty rough, and dont seem like they're going to get any better. i had a couple of encounters with slenderman along the way, so...if that's any indication i think i should be getting outta here as soon as possible. money's hard to come by, i may have to resort to some shitty alternatives. we'll see. peace out everyone.

also, im not unaware of the fact that these posts all seem to fall on sundays. the first two were unintentional. this one is not. lets make it a trend, shall we?

busy, busy, busy

i know its been a few days. ive been caught up in things, trying to skip town and lay low all at once. did you know thats very hard to ddo when you're low on cash and have tofind an alternative source out of town. trade secret, ill keep it to myself. i feel like ive seen a ghost.



this fellow sure looks familiar. yeah, thats why ive been laying low. the cops are looking for me here, apparently. despite my best efforts, my family is still putting up posters just like these practically everywhere. im shocked that they got out of my state, though. i couldnt resist taking a poster with my own face on it. something about that, y'know?

but yeah, have you any fuckin idea what its like to be hunted by the cops, the government, and the slenderman all at once? you'd be paranoid too, for sure. im gonna try and scrounge up some money. if you dont hear from me for a while, i got outta town and havent had a break in weeks. wish me luck.

i wish M would answer my fucking emails

8 Full Hours of Sleep

and thank fucking god for that! i mean it, i don't think anything could be as good as falling asleep and not immediately waking up in a cold sweat or finding slenderfreak at the edge of my bed. no, last night i fell asleep and did not wake up, in a good way. i feel much better than i have in months, although that aint saying much. still, for me it was a step in the right direction. im trying to make this last as long as possible. and i hope i can repeat it a few more times when i settle down for sleep.

that said, i took a big risk doing what i did last night. sleeping that long is kind of dangerous with him around...not to mention i plugged my mp3 player into my laptop, set a couple of laura stevenson's albums on repeat and let myself drift off, so i couldnt have heard anything going on around me anyway...but dammit, i dont care! that bastard has taken so much from me already, the least i could let myself have is some goddamned sleep. when i think of everything that slenderman has caused and all the pain he's inflicted upon me as well as others.............

well, it pisses me off, to say the least. and im not going to stand for it. im not going to be a ghost anymore while this thing torments whats left of my sanity. i want my life back. and im gonna take it.

"There's a ghost way out on the northeast coast! And it'll break your heart, harder than I ever could..."