just letting everyone know that i am doing considerably better than i was when i filmed that last video...things have quieted and im still being followed by the cops and still feeling followed more than ever, but ive done some things and talked to a few people and its really helped calm me down. one of those things was actually shaving my beard so that no one can recognize me. that and i bought a hat cause its too hot for a hoodie in the summer but i need something to help hide my face. hopefully it helps. i just wish i could sleep better and shake this feeling that im being watched all the time.
but then again, i am, arent i?