Tuesday, June 14, 2011


im always amazed at the number of people, especially those already aware of what slenderman is who seemingly forget what theyre up against as soon as he actually FUCKING SHOWS UP. suddenly its "that 'thing' is after us" and "that 'thing' was out there earlier." somehow it doesnt register that what theyre up against is the SAME THING theyve been talking aboutwith their friends and filming a video series on or whatever the fuck else theyve been doing u[p to that goddamn point its liek no one stops to think that maybe just MAYBE this thing is real and its out there terrifying frightening just standing there staring why wont it FUCKING go away already, it doesnt make any sense why people suddenly become so ignorant when he shows up is it something to do with his presence is it poor story telling are these people just faking it i dont understand why none of us seem able to fight it fight back do something other than panic, panic bomb hey hey get away from me!

i've got to calm down. im trying really hard. but its hard.

it wont go away...i dont think ive seen it blink at all. it knows my name. its waitin' for me to fall on my face, as i attempt to have my TINY LITTLE LIFE.

it waits in the wings and i dont know why.

im not sure why.


  1. Just keep yourself alive as long as you can, despite that it's following you. The point of life is to just survive until you die, after all. Just live as long as you can and don't give up on life just yet.

    I wish you luck.

  2. i wont give up on life, I NEVER give up.

  3. That's good to hear. A lot of people in this situation give up.

  4. long time no see

    how are you holding up?

  5. Usually I'm at less of a loss for words, but this, well, this is amazing. No it's not. Yes it is. Sort of.

  6. about as well as to be expected right noww

  7. How well might we wish that to be?

  8. Uhm. Holy crap. Wow. Don't know if it helps or just makes me sound like a fangirl, but you're a huge inspiration. Especially now that I know you're alive.
    ... How about I make a little less of an ass of myself and simply say that it's good to see you.

  9. Shaun...

    I'm glad you're back, and I don't mean to pry, but what exactly are with these 'MS Risk' and 'SR Risk' things? I assume that the letters are initials, but what's with this "risk" thing?

    -Don't Shoot The Messenger-

  10. the government. dont know how much i can say without them latching on, they're watching. they're ALWAYS WATCHING. you can never be too sure i mean its the internet. think about it, when you post something up it NEVER GOES AWAY. thats insane. not that im one to talk about insane right now, just look at me, fuck. i cant keep a coherent thought for more than about two seconds. anyway the government is labelling us risks and shit so you know fuck them, fuck that, im a risk to nobody but my goddamn self right now...ask M, he knows more.

    thanks for the well wishes elaine. if it helps i made an ass of myself to M when he and i first talked

  11. It does, actually. It feels strange to be this terrified and yet still somehow nerding out on a strange level to get to talk to one of my heroes. Especially since I've only actually known about this stuff for what, two weeks?
    God, it feels like years.

  12. hahaha Doesn't it? thats like the perfect way of describing the feeling...feels like years after only a few days.

    youll get through it. just be safe.